78 | www. Char l es tonPhys i c i ans . com | www.Hea l thL i nksChar l es ton . com She leaned on Jade as chemo treatments progressed. “Everybody goes through the whole hair thing differently,” Gesell said. “Initially, I imagined putting flowers in my hair to make cancer look as pretty as possible. I asked Jade to cut my hair in stages, eventually as Mia Farrow short as possible. Her cuts were adorable.” When her hair started to fall out in clumps, Gesell’s intentions gave way to the reality; it was time to shave her head. She did that on her own, at home, in the privacy of her bathroom. “It’s easier to shave your head than you think,” Gesell quipped. “Years of clipping horses’ hair during the winters has given me a good handle on the finer points of clippers.” Every person faces cancer differently, especially in the way they push back the fear of its possible return. “Some people exercise more; others eat less meat. Some people take cancer as a challenge to live like there could be no tomorrow. We all do what we can to protect ourselves from reccurrence,” Gesell noted. As a result of knowing people who took all these approaches, Gesell found hers. “I constantly seek comfort, joy and balance,” she said. Today, Gesell lives in Ehrhardt, South Carolina, with her husband, Tommy, a professional horseman and an avid hunter. Because of the “deer-dodging” one-hour-and-45-minute commute, she shifted away from her paralegal job in Charleston to become a groom for her husband’s horses. “I care for horses and bird dogs who have the Taj Mahal of dog care,” she explained. Relatively new to remission, she confided that longing to be who she was before cancer never goes away. “I accept who I am and the direction I’m going,” she added. “I’m so glad that I had a feeling of invincibility for as long as I had it. I’m more cautious now.” “I liked my hair before,” she confided. “But it grew back curly, and it’s really bugging me.” WHAT TO SAY 101 Throughout her fight against cancer, Amy Gesell discovered that not everyone knew what to say. “If you haven’t had a terrifying diagnosis, it has to be hard to find the right words,” she explained. “Plus, like many cancer survivors, I’m a very private and self-sufficient person. That makes it even harder to get the words right.” Gesell learned to focus on people’s intentions more than their actual words of support or condolences. She suggests that friends and love ones make themselves available in earnest ways. Rather than say, “Let me know what I can do for you – because most people don’t like to ask – offer to do a specific task.” Other words she believes most cancer patients would like to hear: • “I don’t know what you are going through, and I don’t know what to say.” • “When you feel like talking – let’s talk about it.” Or, “I will never feel imposed upon if you want to talk about your cancer.” Since she is a cancer survivor, Gesell found these words to be comforting to others: • “Everybody handles this in their own way – if you want to laugh or share jokes, I’m here. If you want a pity party, I’ll bring the wine.” • “There is a sisterhood of women who understand what you are going through – not necessarily all your emotions, but paths out of the woods when needed.” In recognition of Breast Cancer Awareness Month, HealthLinks celebrates South Carolina women who beat breast cancer and are now thriving in their own unique ways. The celebration unfolds in an October series titled FEARLESS. We believe the unique fortitude and resilience of these women will inspire others who face breast cancer and similar diagnoses. You can learn about other Fearless Women at, charlestonphysicians.com/breastcancer.
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